Beth Day's Weblog

,,for the third time..

vinagene11 — Sun, 22 May 2011 19:27:15 +0000

mommy’s bday, we are expecting you to come,,

but what?,you were not able to attend mommy’s 51st bday,kasi you are with her..i hate you for the third time..hope i will not get tired of loving you,,kasi you know what, i’m starting to hate you,,im afraid that one day i cannot do my promise, that i will not love you anymore..and the worst is that when i hate you..

this will be the last favor..i swear!!!!

,,Praise God…

vinagene11 — Tue, 17 May 2011 02:58:55 +0000

Big Thank you to my adviser ms.janice sotto-dela vega..if there are words better than thank you, i would have use it just to express my heartfelt gratitude for mam..thank u for all the advices..

for my panelist, who helped me to out of my shell..

for my family, who always supports me..

for my friends, who always conditions my mind, for all the encouragement..

above all, Lord God, Heavenly King, THANK U, THANK U, THANK U.THANK u for being my provider, our provider..

God Bless Me…

vinagene11 — Sun, 15 May 2011 15:44:47 +0000

God bless me,,i’m quiet nervous but excited..

excited of what?!?,

i’ll be defending my thesis title tomorrow 1:00 P.M.

every now and then, revisions were made..suggestions were accepted,,hoping that it will help a lot for my thesis..all of the critiques were positively accepted..thank u, thank thank u..especially to my ever supportive adviser ms. janice sotto-dela vega..

and to U, thank u for making me realized how important my life is without U..

,,it really hurts,,

vinagene11 — Sat, 14 May 2011 01:16:03 +0000

,,i hate u..i hate you both,,

never say sorry, if it means nothing to both of you,,sorry pero d nyo sinasadya?,,damn it,,ho to hell

i’ve given you the highest respect i can give, but what have you done to that respect and trust?,,Traitor!

how will i prove my love for u . . .

vinagene11 — Mon, 05 Jul 2010 03:31:26 +0000

you always asks me how much i love u..

isn’t it enough that i have given you the key and locked up my heart?

isn’t it enough that i have chosen you to hold the cord that unites us?

isn’t it enough that i have said that you light up my life?

you are always questioning me,how much i love u?

i have already proven to the whole world how much i love u, what makes it hurt is that i can not prove it with u…

miz u so much…

vinagene11 — Tue, 28 Apr 2009 06:35:30 +0000

april 23, 2009 the burial of my grandmother,,

april 24, 2009 umalis xa…nagbakasyon xa…

although plano n nya ang magbakasyon bago pa man mamatay si nanay, nasaktan talaga ako kasi iniwan nya ako,,iniwan nya ako sa oras na kailangan ko sya..

mahal ko sya,mahal na mahal ko xa…mula nung mahalin ko xa,ngayon lang kami nagkahiwalay, sa ganito pang paraan..

hinatid namin xa,nung pasakay pa lang kmi,masyado na akong nasasaktan(but i have to be firm), pero dko mapigilang umiyak,umiyak na may kasamang galit, na pagsisisi,pro dko xa mapagbawalan..pamilya nya puputahan nya ei,wala akong panlaban dun..

sa bawat ikot ng gulong ng jip, ay siyang sakit naman na kumikirot sa puso ko,sa bawat paghakbang ng mga paa namin,ay syang hina ng isip at puso ko..

dumating ang sasakyan nya papunta sa kanila,halos magunaw ang mundo ko,nagun lang kasi nangyari to,niyakap nya ako,pinagbilinang wag mag-alala kasi magbabakasyon lang xa,na babalik xa d2 at ako pa rin ang mahal nya,pinigilang ko ang pagiyak ko na un,pro ang hirap pa rin..dko rin kaya..

pagkaalis ng sinakyan nya,patuloy pa rin ang pagbuhos ng luha ko, buti na lang ung kasama ko, pinalakas nya loob ko..

mahirap palang gumising kung may mabigat kang dinadala..

parang ayaw ko ng gumising kinabukasan nun,,d ako kumain,wala akong ganang kumain,,dko alam paano huminga para mabuhay..

miz ko na xa…

ayan na si kuya istoy,next time na lang uli…

selos

vinagene11 — Wed, 10 Dec 2008 02:57:10 +0000

it all started last dec.6,,nagnet xa,,

then i tried to insist na ka-chat nya ung mhyne nya,,(but then naging ok na rin,pro nandun ung anger)

and that was the start of our argument,,

sunday, nagmass kami ni ate,,nagsamba rin xa,,(nagsumbong, mali rw ung pinaprint namin,xmpre my hurt ako na naramdaman,,kawawa asawa ko,,)told her na lang na tama na dahil mag-aaway lang kami,,

dna kami ngunli that night kasi magpapahinga kami,though i really texted her that i love her so much and no matter what happen i will love her everyday of my life..

monday,though she texted me,dna ko nagreply kasi sinabi lang namn nya na di xa nakapagwithdraw,,and buti na lang nakahiram xa kay ate melet,,

mga 1pm nun, and i was trying to call her up but she doesn’t answering her phone,(i thought pagod xa or puyat xa and that makes me to stop her calling na lang para makapagpahinga xa), mga 4pm when i called up again,nasagot nya ang phone nya and as i have surprised,(shit tang-ina),nasa dagupan pala xa without my knowldege,,HINDI SYA NAGPAALAM SA AKIN…

and that,it started again. . .

nagtext xa gamit ang number ni ate melet,bt i didnt reply,,

nagtext xa,nung pauwi na xa,nagtext xa nung nasa sn.carlos na xa,nagtext xa nung naksakay na xa sa tricycle,,and mind u,nakaya ko na hindi xa irply,,pro xmpre 8 rili drive me crazy,,pati nga na naman si momi @ nanay nasagot ko na naman,tagal ng dko sila nasasagot,nagun lang uli,,

nung nasa bhay na xa,nagtxt uli xa & replied her na,,told her na magpahinga na xa..

then napansin talaga nya that i got angry w/her,text xa ng text…then

nagyaya akong uminom,,hahaha tagal na kong di umiinom ah,,ngayon lang uli,taz i was adviced by my doctor that no alcohol,pro pasaway talaga ako,,sige inom pa rin bethday!

ung tumba sila ate @ nigel,ako ang panalo,,jeje

tuesday,sama ng pakiramdam ko pro pumasok ako kasi,wala lang….

nagpunta xa sa ofis nung lunch,pro prang wala lang…..

got to go…

nxtym na lang…

x-mas,,,

vinagene11 — Wed, 26 Dec 2007 00:08:00 +0000

the saddest xmas that happened to my life,,

vinagene11 — Thu, 20 Dec 2007 06:05:00 +0000

sabi mo mahal mo siya,

sabi ko may mahal din akong iba,,

sabi mo mahal mo na ako ngayon,,

sasagot na sana ako ng ”MAHAL NA RIN KITA”,,

pero… may karugtong pa pala ung sinabi mo,,

“MAHAL MO NA PALA AKO NGAYON, pero NAKABUO KANA…”

My First Blog,,

vinagene11 — Thu, 20 Dec 2007 02:27:57 +0000

I‘m so happy today because of my first text message received,,